I never knew I would experience so much joy being a father. Watch my wife naturally plays with our daughter Rachel is the scene that I don't see this nowhere else, it is priceless. Our daughter will be six months next month, so she can't walk, she can't talk, or sit by her self--she totally depend on me and my wife. There are difficult moments in being a father, but the joy from experience overshadows the negativity. Changing a diaper is not that difficult compare what else comes in the package. In fact, it is the easiest thing to do. Crying on the other side can be a challenge. Me and my wife would hover above Rachel and try to figure out, what does she need. Is she hungry? Is she tired? Maybe it's her teeth that are bothering, this has been our case recently. The fact is, take away her parents and she will not survive by herself. Her total dependance on her dad and mom is her source of life. The glimpse of this experience reflect the bigger picture of us